I Love Life

So...fell off the blogging again. Only for a little while this time at least but it does seem rather impossible for me to keep blogging daily at times. I'll hit a stride and then fall off again.

I think that's a lot like I am with most things, I'm an artist, I come and go from things with all the attention span of a kitten. Meaning one moment here and the next there. I can multitask really well, as in the fact that I am writing this, watching the premier of a favorite show, flirting with Sunshine and making notes about stories. See what I mean?

I do it with art, with writing, with nearly everything. The only thing that holds me steady is Master, and well...he's a special case.

I feel bad sometimes, that I am not more steady, that I can't fit myself into patterns for days but the only time that's ever really worked, patterns that is, in my life is in highschool when I had classes I had to go to. And even then I would do things outside of what I needed to do for class in class. I am such a odd girl, really.

Life has been really wonderful though lately, full of life and laughter and good food and friends. The only thing missing from making things perfect is Master and he'll be here soon enough. I've never been so pampered and honestly welcomed before I don't think, and I've asked several times over from both Sunshine and her hubby if I'm okay, if I'd done anything that might upset them. And I haven't, they are just so wonderful at making me feel at ease. Ari and her hubby are pretty wicked cool too <3

So life is good, love is bright, and I am just happy right now. I have a whole lot less to write about now then I did two years ago, but then that's a good thing I think. I can't believe I'll be turning twenty one soon, but at the same time I can't wait. I know this birthday will the best yet with all the wonderful people in it.